A finality
In the after of loss
when the storm abates
and there is nowhere else to go
and what was energising now enervates
that diminishing atrophying all cause
what comes now as surprise
was not once what was in your eyes
to think of what awaited what was dreamt of
the crumbling of which seems macabre
never of what was could that be more unlikely
never at the core could the past be seen to be a furore, and end so swiftly
just when turning to everything
was to be where we were
but in the passing maybe a coming about, a possibility of return
a place where eyes could meet
and in that look no words needed
but that is it, isn't it
there is nowhere to go
but only there
where the heart suffers
for being that which is love
Poem written April 2018 inspired by Elizabeth Bowen's "To have turned away from everything to one face is to find oneself face to face with everything" from her book The Heat Of The Day (but when it doesn't work out). Music - Hit The Wall by Brendan Canning - live at KEXP version by Broken Social Scene. Photo at Hazelbrook Railway Station.