Inheritance
The last pages I want to read in a stillness
The stillness of a silence that has no interruption
Unlike the lines on your face that greet my hand in a serenade
Trace the life that brings you
Forward through a greyness this evening wears
Like something trying to discount or deflect
Where we could be
In that very promise
When our mouths touch
And the moisture erupts inside
Warms our bellies
And keeps us from cold nights
And vague whispers of ageing loneliness
To be us only
Yes that promise
That life will be always like this
But it is not so, not always, is it
Then the inheritance of what was so beautiful
Becomes loss, what we carry in our cells, in our blood
Our memories, our love, our today
Poem written May 2019. Photo of the Arno, Florence, taken June 2016. Inspiration for words when getting near the end of Kiran Desai's book "Inheritance of Loss". Music: Ti Ho Aspettato (I have waited for you) by David Sylvian.