This
For MT. Poem written November 2017. Partly inspired by Tokimonsta's Early To Dawn.
Like a taboo
Show me where the light sings
Sentient but still
There in the shrill silence of your voice
Can you hear the tears fall
Echo loudly as they wrawl
Back into that dark
Where you put it out
Where you cruel it so
Or I do in my illusory self
And life does in its insistent game
There is no assuaging this fate
Unless we chance what desire gives us
I want to flight in your serious touch
Feel the exhalation from your mouth
Be the warm that surrounds your wave
Dive into your place of sighs
Can we take this another high
No come down if we save
All moments that make this real
And take the chance desire brings us
Be the love only our hearts can know
Burns, this restless breath inside
Like a taboo
Impatient to know, though not wanting to
Will if the truth is said
No more the closeness of your smile
Or your mouth closer until
Touching leads us to that oneness so often not come to
And the flowers will bloom, screaming out your name
And your blue flame will be in my hands
Then our eyes will have their peace
Can the flame be known before it is touched
Will the ifs just destroy before we can find
Is it too much to wish, or is delusion my blind
Are you willing or smothered in fear
Can you hear my heart calling to bring you near
Too long a time this now
Can it keep going otherwise
Wait for another day
Be freer then
Or gone
And we walk away